'I was a child on fire staying alive while all else died'

misguided angel

When you have seen the spirit of a man die, there is not much else in life to experience to be forever altered and haunted by for the rest of your days; no matter how good and fulfilling a life you might attain. I have learned to live and accept this as best as possible. I hope one day to share him with the world. If you had the chance to know him closely you also would miss him terribly.

sometimes I wonder what you would think of me now, I wonder what we would be talking about, I wonder if I will ever keep walking and one day you stop appearing in my mind when I look over and pretend that we are talking, I pretend I will see you soon, you are a cloud over my head and the planets colliding and the moon exploding and the sun bursting and it never meant anything if no one else remembers but what if I am the only one who remembers? i wonder if my star is meant to burn out and fall off the earth also.