"The book of love is long and boring, and written very long ago, it's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes, and things we're all too young to know"

"it was just a dream I had...in slow motion I leave them behind."

Half of my whole life is gone

Let it drift and wash away

It was just a dream I had

It was just a dream

Half of my whole life is done

Heather gathers in its place

It was just a dream I had, mmm

It was just a dream

The mark where he left me

A clip on my wing

Oh, let it soften

I forgive everything

I once hummed the seasons

Now, I'm whistling

Half of my whole life is done

Let it drift and wash away, mmm

Shadows soften toward some tender light

In slow motion, I leave them behind

sometimes I wake up in the morning and it cuts me like a knife

'The Time That Never Was'
- Bruce Springsteen

 If your hearing screams

come back child come back

my hands are dry

is that the truth he says the pain is easy


three inches above the floor





- Low, Words

"Breaking like dolls singing like birds we always get what we deserve."

- Low,  In the Drugs

"A stranger's light comes on slowly."

'surely don't stay long'

'hello darkness my old friend..."

R.I.P Chole

Once I thought I saw you in a crowded hazy bar

Dancing on the light from star to star

I waited for you, Winterlong.

You seem to be where I belong.

It's all illusion anyway

Far across the moonbeam
I know that's who you are,

I saw your brown eyes turning once to fire

Before that moment

That perfect feeling

You could have been anyone to me

But you are just a dream

I am just a dreamer

Waiting to follow through the dreamlight of your way

When time just slips away between us

To somewhere safer where the feeling stays

Is not so easy for me now

You are just a dreamer,

And I am just a dream

Half the time has passed away

You seem to be where I belong. 

You could have been anyone to me...

But you are just a dream...

Once I thought I saw you in a crowded hazy bar,

Dancing on the light from star to star

I waited for you

Far across the moonbeam,

I know that's who you are,

I saw your brown eyes turning once to fire

Before that moment

That perfect feeling

You could have been anyone to me

When time just slips away between us

To somewhere safer where the feeling stays

Is not so easy for me now

I am just a dreamer

It's all illusion anyway

Half the time has passed away

And I am just a dream...

Neil Young, "Like a Hurricane" & "Winterlong" intertwined
(More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/neil_young/#share)

I stayed alive while all else died.

self-portrait fall 1996