17 yrs, does it cut your cheekbone any less, saturate your under-eye circles more, do you have a moment to breathe ? I think I've lived more than I might ever be able to pen, I think I've lived so intently that when or if and when nor how they will slide my body through the back door cold or not, than debriefing will take place and will be more brief either panic or sadness.
I could have walked away
one week 17yrs
but I made a choice, here is to all the choices I made that no longer have merit lessen and deepen the fear
I guess I could have said no but I choose not to. I did not walk away.
Maybe I took on the wrong set of plans.