Could I be the person I need to be? I always believed so but the last couple years I've started to doubt how much I really know about anything at all. That the only thing I know is myself and what if I am no use for any other foresight or knowledge? A friend back in college talked about how things seemed to be melting all around her. I wonder what if I am melting? And if I am, what am I melting into? Why did I ever, how could I ever think that things would just fall into place because I wanted it so badly?