Fuck comedy, kick down a door.

Fuck an art response, pull a fire alarm.

Fuck a heart to heart, house a stowaway.

Fuck telling people to wait forty years till the courts get to be reversed, sleep on their lawns, smash open their cars, bolt your bodies onto their vacation homes.

Fuck debate, tell it like it is, tell them Jesus would flip the table against them.

Fuck these doctors letting their patients potentially die, do a John Q.

Fuck the big orgs leaving us like sitting ducks waiting when the powers wrench it all away and tear our lives apart in every fucking state, never forgive. 

Fuck social media outrage posts, storm the halls.

Fuck memes, hack their bank accounts.

Fuck difficult conversations, stop traffic.

Fuck the movement for not preparing us for a strike, never forget.

Fuck it all, start a blockade.

When the fist comes down in about a year will you remember how to say no?

Fuck this rant, I’m just a coward too.

Fuck fear, break the wall.

Fuck betrayal, they're coming for you also.

*(update note in post)

 I hope that the Democrats and fucking consultants and think tank spawns saw Trump's abortion announcement scam of saying that abortion should be left up to the states and realize what is going on. No it's not that he's lying that's a given (he'll invoke the Comstack Act if he gets in) but it's that Trump understands that abortion is the winning coalition issue of our time! 

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I was reading earlier today (Mon. April 8) and had to stop because the idiot who was being interviewed a professional Democrat consultant man that worked with Obama’s 2012 campaign said that abortion is important but it really doesn’t show up as a big issue in the focus groups 'we haven't seen it be a motivator for many women as much as you think' !!!! How could this person be getting a paycheck??! Have you not seen the continual avalanches around the country? Why do you think Trump took time out of playing golf, screaming on social media, pocketing more money and schemes, to film and pamper himself in makeup and rehearse the script that he gave, that abortion should be left to the states while throwing the evangelical forced birthers and death cultists a bone calling Democrat radical leftist supporting babies being executed? This fascist maniac knows what's up! Do the people around Biden know? If Biden can get bullied into student loan forgiveness (remember he helped make it where you couldn't file bankruptcy for student debt payments, https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2019/dec/02/joe-biden-student-loan-debt-2005-act-2020, and that's a huge reason Elizabeth Warren got into politics) and now he just came out trying to help more people out of student debt? So then someone can certainly try harder to bully him on this abortion issue. A Mary Lands the Alabama landslider type might be the right tone and flavor.

- Tuesday April 9, 2024, early am

- update Wed. April 10, 2024 1.54.amish 

 Since obviously lived through Tuesday to see the draconian horror of Arizona supreme court, this is more potent than ever. I honestly don't know how the anti voting left segment's rhetoric are not going to become repellant to the average non-theocratic person's ears at this rate. 

We need to be freed from these forced birth terrorists but they have built such a feverish dedicated network of people (not including buying the GOP) who will harass, threaten, attack and attempt kill you if try organizing to protect reproductive freedoms. But how are we are just suppose to sit back and keep continuing to fucking take it though. Why do we have to play nice and polite? 

  I think also that solely framing it as a woman's issue is not even enough, though I understand that sounds naive but this affects men, not only be trans inclusive of course but men, young and old and boys, because they care about their partners, wives, mothers, nieces, aunts, friends, and people in their community who can become pregnant. I just think a lot about my time canvasing and meeting men who told me all on their own this was a huge concern for them without me poking or asking. It was really eye opening and incredibly moving to me, a person who is weary to hold up much hope in others caring about things outside themselves. For my canvasing partner an older white religious man (who would fit a demographic of being anti choice) fighting for abortion rights and freedoms was a huge issue for him. My other canvassing partner an Hispanic woman said this issue had large support in the community. As there was an assumption I saw in the political consultant class to some lefties online that because a lot of Hispanics are religious this wouldn't be a big issue but it was.

This a strange bellwether moment politically. You can feel it though right? Trump sure as fuck did he told Lindsey Graham off on his social media and Kari Lake who was saying this was wrong even though she supported it in her 2022 election! Run that tape Ruben! Collin in Texas play over and over again Cruz saying he does not support abortion even in cases of rape and incest from a 2015-16 election campaign interview. It's all there for you Democrats you have avoided this issue in real substantial ways for years. 

I don't expect and would never ask anyone who is Muslim, Arabic, Palestinian to hold it for Biden. Cornel West a fine academic is not coming to save us and anti-vax Green Jill Stein is not either. If you don't want to vote then that's what tens of millions of people will do anyway but telling other people and trying to influence them in the general election saying Biden is no different then Trump, seriously you got eyes and ears and a critical thinking working mind right?

Whatever happens in November abortion will be a winner whether Biden wins or not yet his loss will be an enormous loss for abortion and it will be a longer battle when Trump invokes the Comstock Act. But I'll keep some ramblings ongoing till then and after.

Abortion is *__________________* of our time and this man's horrible past record and current helpless incompetence and weakness on standing up for reproductive issues in the last almost 2 years along with his genocidal support for Israel could just take it all out. 

 Democratic primary voters made a horrible mistake in 2020 and everyone else who warned about Biden's early poor performance and ongoing vulnerabilities was shushed and dismissed. Now it's come back to haunt us all. How could this be worse than 2016? 

*1.17.2026*

Abortion is *the winning coalition issue* 

 yes I guess that would take a while if ever, meaning never, since it hasn't clicked for even some of you left wing women who don't get class first doesn't exist without this right. Anyway, at least the amendments being aisle crossed is nice. 

 Guess what bitches ABORTION WINS AGAIN 👀👀💪💪💕💓😍😎🙌 in an another special election 25 points, and there is handwaving because it wasn't the midterm numbers because this is a special election to flip a traditionally red seat. Yet I counter who comes out in special elections normally?  That ain't the blue team, and not in ruby red state of all places. Then the copium that the district is a swing direction and turning blue and its bitches get on board 25 point landslide!! Earthquake and avalanches again and again. Winning coalition issue of our time I keep saying. 

While looking through a woman artists’s Instagram page I reflected on over the past couple years I see all these actions related to women raising awareness and challenge through art and protest related art works, books, talks small and large, ‘sticking it to the man’ attitudes, speaking out, challenging the status quo and yet all I think is Roe v. Wade got overturned I want power back. 

I do not fucking care about the culture whether popular or “art” world stuff when it talks about the current the first woman___. The first___ woman. I want fucking power back. In contrast it just feels like theater and performance in relation to the material world and our every day needs and realities. I feel bored, deflated and pandered to in contrast to having political command. 

Art can generate and project meaningful ideas and resistance but it is not power. 

 

  In the last three years it seems so many have learned not just so little but even less than prior. Rainbows are Satan. Modern medicine is mind control. Voting doesn't really matter look at Florida. Misanthropy is good for the left. We keep winning on abortion but shut up about it. I believe in a better world for all but trans and drag queens are a bridge too far. On Twitter one of the richest ghouls in the world is my best friend. Free speech is when I can be allowed to harass and bully whomever and whenever I want and you have to respond, bitch. Hey another thing bitch you're going to be forced into giving birth because that's life which is precious and the government's business. Incidentally though all life is sacred see my prior statement everyone should be able to kill anyone they want to with a gun of their choosing at any given moment and teach their children also. I’m about to blow through another red light again today. Nobody stop me. The circus eating us all, digesting us as terrorized and flattened entities like a Twilight Zone episode indeed. I'm going to floor it this time.

 

R.I.P (just kidding no peace for you) to fascist theocratic efforts in Wisconsin to subvert a person's reproductive choice and democracy itself, for now of course, you people always have something up your sleeve but we aren't going anywhere and we have the numbers NOT you. We see what your doing across the country though and it's not just us "liberal/leftists" who have had enough but the average person that you can't win without are running away and infuriated and disgusted and the young are actually motivated in practice to out your bloodthirsty agendas. Maybe you'll find a way to still assert authoritarian rule in some form nationally since your such sneaky conniving cruel fucks. Fuck you we are not going anywhere.